Sunday, August 21, 2011

The perfect

,It isn't a joke how I feel, but somehow it has to be said that way. I fell in love with a photo and the name that appeared in it. Things in my life were so simple until I  started feeling these feelings and drawn to this man who I only saw once and contacts on twitter and facebook. It became an obsession and thoughts would not leave my head. Wanting to meet and spend time with him, be his girl his lover his wife. Obsessed with thoughts of love and caring for him in ways that a picture would not tell me. A secret, a mystery, love growing and bursting inside me to tell  him to please, please let me see you so I can rid these thoughts. The mystery is that he to has communicated with me he sent me his hands with a heart
published some of my things I have written, talked about me indirectly. But it is me that wants him so badly just to see the why of it all. Why do I feel like this? I have never been so drawn to someone I know so little about it is more than an attraction it is a need to take care of him, love him and not from a distance. I can only hold out hope that he would send for me for a moment or moments of time to share with each other.

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